Divinity, the Choice of God

I Am-Jeffrey Edwin Edelheit and I am the author of Divinity, the Choice of God. I began writing the book several years ago as to share the feeling and experiences I was having through my transition period. Like so many people, I went looking to find the answer to feelings that were inside of me. Feelings that I could not find answers to or other people who could even remotely understand what was going on inside of me. It was like having an awareness of the universe and being caught in a body that I did not know what to do with. After sharing this feeling with someone at my favorite health food store she said "I know just the person you need to see" She handed me some tapes of a lecture given by a local spiritual teacher and the second I heard them I knew that I had found what I was looking for. At the time I did not realize that I just entered into a Karmic path of reclamation. My Soul knew the importance of circumstances and synchronicity and provided me with the feeling needed to be attracted to and be able to pursue the needed experience. I became a devoted follower and over a seven-year period, more than once was prepared to give my life for the teacher. Everything I had, was given. Including all of my power, most of which I did not even realize was already within me. This part of my life can be a book within itself. I can say that when you follow a spiritual teacher be willing to play by their rules as it's a part of their path. When the time came for me to Come Home the circumstances were in play and became outside the circle that I sacrificed so much to be within.

Part of me felt as if I was being divinely guided through and my emotional side felt as if I had become a Karmic Wasteland. Prior to the time of the separation the feelings of negative energy were building. To the point that when we were in a group mediation I actually thought as if I was bringing in the darkness and did all I could to prevent this not know that what I was feeling was the truth of what appeared to have been Devine energy. I never had the courage or conviction to question and risk being scorned. Yes this was part of my destiny to learn how I needed to compensate for my own lack of true self love and acceptance. I begged God and the masters of light to please forgive me for I had felt as if I had dishonored them by my actions. But throughout the time for this part of my life to end, at the most crucial moments of separation from the energy of the teacher and group I had this inner voice guide me to the right action. It was like being lifted and given the strength and light needed to take another step within a place of darkness and no way to see the correct path. Several times when I was alone I would hear a voice speaking to me as clear as if they were standing next to me. That voice was my higher self and guides and eventual my true connection to God. I was shown to purge everything within my life that represented the energy of the past. The altar, the statues, pictures, tapes, blessed rosaries all of it had to go. I used whatever I could to continue cleansing and purging. My inner voice said that I will find three healers who will help me and the last one will give me the ultimate gift. I was also told, early on that people are waiting for me so hurry up, I cried every time I heard these words spoken wondering after what I thought I had done how could I ever serve God again. Why would anyone ever wait for me? I was shown that I will help to heal the healers. Well it got to the point where I could sense the energy and the purging took more than three years to complete. I had nightmares and wrote them in a diary which I eventually buried in a church yard. I was taking no chances. Physically I had felt as if I was short circuiting. There were moments where it was if I knew my heart was about to stop and my life was going to end within a moment of time. The area where my heart is I felt a void as if my heart was missing. I actually went to a Doctor just to make sure my heart was where it belonged. For you see I did give my heart and the one thing that I wanted more than anything was to have my heart back. I continued to pray to Jesus for that to occur. At some level it is as if my heart now belongs to the Christ and the light that he served. It is part of the combined Divine energies that we all can share in.

The first healer provided me with the space to begin to release all of the energy within me, some of it ended up being from past lives as I had watched scenes as if in front of a movie screen. One of the visions of being tied to a stake and having someone, ( who was a part of this Karmic path) cut my heart out and hold it in her hands and I was still being kept alive to watch it. For so many of the session I cried, yelled, screamed out and thrashed my body from side to side. But after each time I had this sense of the universe and divine love. I was given Bach Flower Remedies which are wonderful. I asked the first healer to please help me to protect my heart and she placed a shield in front of it. Each session was as intense as the previous as my process of releasing energy continued. I had no idea of what was inside of me. Toward the end of my time with her I remember after a session leaving and we talked for a few minutes and then I began to feel something changing inside of me and I said " I created the circumstance behind my separation from the teacher on purpose". It was like opening up the floodgates. My soul knew it was time and I listened and did what I felt I needed to do without knowing the whys. After a few months I knew it was time for me to move on. The second healer, during our very first session saw the shield over my heart and I asked it to be removed. I did not want any foreign energy inside of me again. All of a sudden tear began to flow from me and I began to cry and screamed out what could she want from me. She already had everything. It was then that God showed me the Earth as it was before man, it was so beautiful and serene. That is when I realized it was not God who created all the problems it was mankind. He gave us the world in a perfect state. The healer then said to me, An angel of dark can appear as an angel of light but an angel of light cannot appear as an angel of dark. This is one I began to see who I am.

Now the time came for the third healer, Michelle, who end up being a part of my soul group and we had been together many times in the past. Michelle was introduced by mutual friends and the second we met we both realized a very strong connection to our path present and future. It was as close to a feeling of finding a soul mate as one can get. We shared visions and stories that seemed to come from a book we both wrote. It began to renew my heart. I shared my stories and she listened an began to help me to rebuild my spirit and the most important part is that she acknowledged me. Something I was unable to do for myself. I was trying to explain what the energy felt like that I had carried for so long, and then the next night she felt it as if stepping into my soul. It only lasted a few hours but she then understood. We got together for her to do some energy work. After the session, and with a tremendous amount of love she said within seven days the past will come to an end. Well each day I saw a different part of my past and lesson learned. Most of which are in the first part of the book and got me to write in the first place. On the seventh day, I was going to some friend's house with my children, Heather and Aaron, Dean and Melody and Crystal whose parents house it was. I knew that my final release process was about to begin. At first I discounted the feelings and asked them to go away but this was not possible. When we arrived at the house there were the children and myself. It had to be only children present as they were pure of heart. I told the oldest Dean was Michelles son, not to worry that I am about to go through my release. I went into the house lay on the couch and it began. I called my daughter Heather over and told her how much I loved her and said goodby and also to my son, Heather was scared as she did not know what was happening but at some level she trusted. I told her to say goodby to her mom for me and that I tried until I could try no more. During the next three hours I channeled and released. I was fully expectant of it being time for my life to end. The two oldest helped me by giving me messages from the Divine to keep me going and to have courage. I was prepared to die. I had no fear and was fully immersed within my own truth. During the final parts of my release I finally declared who I am. I knew then that I had come back to find the truth and reclaim myself. The adults came home and witnessed the final chapter coming to and end. At the completion of my release process I had one of my friends hold a crystal in her hands and channel all of the negative energy I had held into the crystal. I then threw it across the deck and as if guided the crystal hit a small pipe and shattered into hundreds of pieces. And so one journey came to and end and another began. What I realized is that the time had come for me to clear away all of the accumulated energies that I had gathered throughout time and be able to finally recognize me. The first part of this book, from Clarity to Etheric, came to me one subject at a time. I wrote each one as I understood it but as time went on I began to better understand how each one actually fit into our physical experience of life itself. And so my friends this is what we all need to finally be able to know. There was no way that I ever could have understood the meaning behind the messages until such time as they are experienced. One of the most important things that I need to share is that on all levels I am a physical human being. I had thought for the longest time how can one even be considered to be a Master when they are not perfect. What I now realize is that in our minds we will never achieve a state of perfection, within the eyes of God and Divinity we are already in a state of perfection. We have created such an illusion of perfection for ourselves that we totally missed the reality of what perfection truly is. And so my friends the whole purpose behind our journey is to understand perfection and to be able to answer the age-old question: Who Am I? (It's truly a never-ending adventure of self discovery)

The one lesson that I feel is the most important is that the second we place anyone or anything with greater reverence than we are able to place ourselves a true sin occurs. It is like us saying to Divinity that we are not worth being a part of all things. He is, she is, that is but I am not.... It is the only true sin we will ever know. Everything that is wrong with the world today is a direct result of us not having the courage to honor our own divinity and that of all things. We are now finally coming to that place in our growth of realizing how everything is connected to everything else. Separation was self created. Once we separated us from us the pattern continued to evolve until we see what is before us the world as it is today.

As you read please remember these are my truths and those given to me through my inner visions. In the end you must find your own connection to God. It is my wish that through my experiences you can be given a better understanding of what is within us and how important it is now for all of us to recognize the importance of recognizing that we truly are one. How can one thing be a part of God and something else isn't. Who is to make that judgement? You, me, or are we expecting that to come from an unconditional God.

What is Clarity? Clarity is the state of knowing what is within without knowing why. For the why can create a false condition. For most of us, we too many times created our own why instead of accepting what is. God has always created the truth, what we make of it is called the free will of man or Ego. Our outward appearance, our personality, is what we created as an expression of our individual truth or the truth we have created for ourselves. We can be part of another ones truth in the path of finding our own individual Truth. As we become more and more awakened to whom we are, my friend, our truth will continue to change and with it so will circumstance for the truth is the sole creator of our circumstances. Our circumstance or perceived position in life is now in a rapid state of change. For our truth and the realization of God are coming to the point where separateness will never again become a conscious choice. Our guides, which represent our own higher self, have asked that we become willing to experience more and more of our own truths and not become lost in the path of another. Our chosen path is a clear one, yes with choices, but each choice is to bring us closer to our own truth and true inner freedom. It is difficult sometimes to accept ourselves as part of the whole. Yes, each with its own divinity. Our divinity is so real and so beautiful. It is like a lotus in full bloom accepting the softness of the water and warmth of the sun and in the middle is the nectar of life, the true essence of our heart and soul.

On Continuity, what is the essence that makes life worth living for. What is it within our day, within each day of our existence that we seek so often so many times with a vengeance until goes beyond the point of becoming an obsession? We are seeking continuity. We are seeking our purpose within life itself. We define it based on what our chosen environment presents itself and adapt thinking this is who we really are, but within the depth of our being is a truth that is greater than the circumstance. This continuity, or truth we all are seeking our rights, for it is our God given right to begin to live life with the type of continuity that places the will of God within the center of all that is. Then and only then will life as we know it should be, shall never end only become a continuum of what is to be. As we seek to find continuity in life, the state of continuity shall be finding God in every situation and the acknowledging of the perfection of all that is and at the same time knowing it is Gods will that we are destined to experience, all that Is. By God I am referring to the element that connects all of us. It is like understanding and respecting the intent of life in all things.

This is Continuity.

Anger, the emotions that come from our inability to express the truth of ones-self. When we bury an emotion so deep that the only way it can surface emotionally is through an emotion. Anger is one emotion that can have the greatest effect on our physical body. It is the one emotion that can never lie, for it always has to come forth in one way or another.

Either as self inflicted pain or through the hurting of another. Whichever it is, in the center is the emotional release called anger. What triggers it is usually the feeling that control is lost or about to be or attempting to control our own emotions or that of another.

Or maybe more direct the need to control on one side and on the other the inability to forgive. Like it is said to forgive those who trespass upon us as we need to ask forgiveness when we become the trespassers. Like when we stood in the way of an others truth. So does anger have its places? Yes, all emotions have their place. The key is whether we need to continue to feed the emotion or release that which is holding it within. The emotion of love needs continual loving and nurturing. By providing nurturing of the self, or the willingness to experience self love, the emotion of love grows. When we feel the pain within of holding anger and just waiting for the next moment of its release upon another or upon our self, we must look within and just be able to acknowledge that it is there and know it has a purpose. Anger and fear do go hand in hand for one feeds the other. Sometimes fear is used to keep us safe. When we fear something, we stay away from that situation, so the feeling of the fear becomes a protector. Then we allow ourselves to begin to feel angry about the fear and the emotion of the anger goes on top of the fear. Together one can feel lost and allow hopelessness to become greater than the true meaning of life. So how do we overcome the anger and see the truth behind the fear? By first accepting that each one has its perfect purpose, and when the purpose is removed and replaced the emotions have no reason to stay, unless we choose not to forgive and be forgiven. Both are needed.

Forgiving-To forgive, where does it begin where does it end. It begins by knowing deep within that to forgive is just not a concept or a topic to write about, but a real God given right. For God could not have created a perfect world without knowing that all that we perceived as mistakes are in truth another step of the total of lives' experiences. So accepting that within the process of perfecting perfection what is perceived as a mistake will occur. If they do not, we may be hiding from life and that in itself is a mistake. So when this learning occurs and it brings pain to another or to ourselves or both, God by his own law has to provide a way to have forgiveness. Yes the laws of Karma will prevail but only for the purpose of maintaining a balance and eventually true harmony. So to continue our steps of forgiveness and provide God the opportunity to show us how to allow forgiveness in. It is just like love, once learned and accepted it can only grow and grow continuing to a higher state of perfection. Find the word that will assist you in your process. Like Dear God I am worthy of manifesting forgiveness and receive the blessing of being forgiven. Let your words in so they may create a vibration of truth within. Let that vibration live and see it begin to manifest within your life and all that you created and accepted. Forgiving starts with a single word: Acceptance, the ability to accept the condition and the creation of the situation. We are all in truth our own creators, just as we see Mother/Father God in all things.

Communications-In communicating to others, it usually begins on how well we receive ourselves. For it is within self acceptance that the whole of our personalities are formed. The more centered we are within ourselves the less we take from others.

Our personality is the vehicle for expression which is the foundation of communications. How we express our thoughts, ideas, feelings and way of looking at the world and the things around us is through the personality. How we are able to give hope to others is part of how we see ourselves. For the ability to heal with words and thoughts is part of our ability to communicate truth. What keeps us from speaking what we perceive as the truth? Is it fear of being wrong, or what another thinks? Is what another thinks greater than what we feel within? What is the mirror within ourselves from which we base who or what we are? This is related to how we communicate to ourselves or receive communications from others. How we feel about ourselves, plays a major part on how we respond to what is received from others. How each of us communicates is a mirror of the process of how we receive that which is being communicated.

Wholeness: This is what every teacher, guru, master, profit, clergy, a spiritual leader and religious sect have offered to all those who would listen. Each with their own personality, strength, weakness and in the end fulfills the needs of each of us for the period of time that we become attracted and involved. So in truth they do provide wholeness, for they are there for us to experience, supporting and providing our own process of finding wholeness. The Self. We can meditate on the concept of oneness, but until it is experienced and realized through our experiences it will never become. Honor all experiences, good and bad alike, knowing deep within that each experience is bringing us closer to the truth.

GOD: God is a concept that man has tried from the beginning to define, catagorize and prove, for the most part to no avail. God is something that we read about or are told about or are not quite sure what he or she really is or meant to be. God has been shown to be merciful, cruel and punishing, fair and biased, good and bad, each time we have defined God by what we are experiencing in any given moment. Or what we accept in any given moment. Acceptance is a process within experiencing. So what is God, God is! God in truth is everything to everyone. We just don't know it yet. But each day every person is given an opportunity to learn a little more about themselves and with that they get to know a little more about God and his universe. So how do we recognize that part of ourselves that is the child of God.

By coming to the realization that not only is a part of us, a representative of God, but in truth all of us. For you cannot separate God from God. If God is everything are we not part of the whole. Is wholeness not what we are seeking to recognize within? Wholeness is the recognition of God. Our part of God.

Just as our Mother Earth is a part of God and are we not of the Earth. Is God not of the Heavens, are our souls essence not of the heavenly mother/father? God is so we ARE.

Suffering: Why is suffering a choice? Do we really choose suffering for our own gain or is it the need of others that we try to fulfill?

Crucifixion: A friend of mine who is an energy healer recently shared a story where one of her clients, in a past life regression, saw herself as one of the Roman guards who nailed the Christ to the cross. She carried this burden ever since. Going within I felt that no Karma was created between her and Christ, but her memory was one where she saw herself needing to become self crucified in order to live here on the earth plane. Her way of anchoring of the physical. She was nailing her own physical self to the cross, the symbol of divinity. Her way of understanding, or what she believed to have been true, on how to merge heaven and earth. What god expected her to do as an obedient child? Is this what God intended? Even more important is this the way of our soul?! The time of the crucifixion has ended. The illusion of the oneness of life, self love and the need to suffer is no more. But like all of Gods creations we are given freewill.

So look ever so closely at life itself and be willing to say: As a true child of God, been given eternal life, the joy of living and being alive and feeling the fullness of life itself is truly my birthright as given by God and no man or spirit will have the right to change it. I seek to fulfill my right to continue my destiny, forever more.

Power: How we perceive power will determine much of our outer belief system. Throughout history there have been many messengers representing the different aspects of God. The greater the power displayed the more revered the person was. The same holds true for today.

In all level of our lives, from the head of families, communities, government agencies, corporations and areas representing strong financial or political presence, someone is revered and placed upon a pedestal. It is through our own freewill that the person or organization has a pedestal to stand upon. It is own energy that created the foundation by giving power to the entity or creator of that which we placed above all others. How we place a value on power and by what means it is judged or ranked is very individualistic, depending upon the circle we live. In some circles it is the educational degree earned, or land held, money represented, spiritual powers, physical abilities, appearances or just strong personalities. Each circle creates its own point of power. But make no mistakes about it, the circle gives the creation the power it needs to live and grow. Or eliminates the power and ceases the growth. So what is true Power? Power is the ability to find the truth of a situation.

Power is the inner strength to live truthfully acknowledging that creating and experiencing mistakes can only bring one closer to their truth. So, when looking for Power outside of your true self, know you will only find the path of another or at the expense of another.

Commitment: What does it mean to become committed, to life itself and our representation of that life? If we were to truly remember the moment the essence of our lives began, the word commitment would never have been placed within our vocabulary. By virtue of having been given life, we were initiated into an eternal commitment to life itself.

It is within its own right that we created a self fulfilling prophecy, to life, that never needs an ending, only a continuation of happenings. How we choose to experience those happenings determine our level of commitment to life. Our level of truly experiencing and appreciating the marvels of being alive. Being a creator with a physical vehicle in which to create. What does it mean to be human? It means that we are a living creators of life. We are given a place in which life is experienced, given birth at many different levels and where we are free to create a world with truth, illusion and all that life is or can be. So next time someone says to you "make a commitment look deeply within the core of your being and see where it is that the commitment lies and where you have already chosen for it to manifest. Remember. True understanding for each individual can only come from within each of us.

Sacrifice: In looking the word sacrifice, out of curiosity I looked up the definition in a dictionary and found:

The act of making an offering to a deity, in worship or atonement.

And with that I ask of you to answer, who am I sacrificing for? And Why? Is it to one who we placed above our own self in order to find a path of penance? Is it a form of self love that takes us away from going within, stopping the inward process of sacrificing the parts of us that no longer are needed and have become a burden upon the self? If it is not a true way to love oneself then it is in truth for another. And within the process of the sacrifice, for which no joy can be found, is the other being denied their god given right to experiences.

Love: This is one area that continues to change for me. I feel that I can finally understand the underlying principle of what love is. To Learn of Ones Very Existence or Essence. A friend had shared of remembering the feeling of being birthed from the central sun, the beginning of time for all of us. I shared with her that the feeling she felt, the power behind the miraculous birthing process was defined as Love in Action. The entire universe is defined and propelled by the energy called love. Love is perpetual motion. Just as the universe has no way of ending, but is a continuum of growth so it is a true representative of the principles and virtues of love itself. When we feel love everything is in motion and appears never-ending, just a continuum. Like the universe in which we live.

When the elements of love are removed, or changed the forward motion appears to stop and even seem to move backwards. When we feel love within, our whole being becomes alive.

When we allow the lack of self love to perpetuate within, all appears to stop. Love in its true form is God in action. The use of the energy of love has to ability to heal on all levels. What the Christ's energy was supposed to represent was what man can expect when the energy of love is put into play. The Earth, Man, the Universe and beyond are all comprised of the elements within the energy we call LOVE. Many prophets and spiritual leaders have misused this energy for their own self gain.

The truth of the misuse was not always recognized until later. When we feel the need to go outside of ourselves, to find love, we become subject to the definition of others. At some point in time, and for most of us the time is here and now to begin the process of reclaiming our soul and finding love within. This does not mean we cannot experience the sharing of love from one another, it is the difference between bringing two fractions together in order to try and find wholeness and two complete circles coming together to in order to experience oneness.

Integrity of Love: How do we know true love when it is presented? The old adage "time will tell" prevails. To use the energy of love properly one must learn integrity. Integrity is defined as honesty, sincerity, uprightness: a person of integrity is respected, wholeness, completeness and entirety. Perfect condition and soundness.

When one is out of integrity and misuses the divine energy called love, the person needs to maintain it in order to keep it alive.

Real love is perpetual motion. It is the way a person attempts to maintain the energy that needs the freewill of others to keep it going. Unlike the divine love. It is our energy that maintains the falsehood. Usually we feel we are performing in the name of God and saving the world. We rejoice in finding our place within society and wonder why everyone does not feel the same way. But there are warning signs that foretell if the integrity of love is not present.

Who's gaining, do we need to be recharged every so often to maintain the high that is felt, are we becoming fearful of making mistakes and falling from grace, are the conditions of manifestation so high that no one appears to be good enough but some seem close. Most important do you feel as free outside the realm of the group as you do within? From my experiences this is a difficult place for us to learn of our own truths. I needed to lose myself, without even knowing my truth only to face the passage way home.

So for me to go outside of myself, the giving up of myself, for the empowerment of another, was what I had chosen in order to find wholeness.

In the end what I needed the most I am finding within. We are not alone in our quests for truth and freedom. All of mankind is on the same path, just different roads.

Relationships: The most important relationship we will ever experience, is the relationship we have with our selves. When two people come together, it is much more than just two physical beings, it is two different universes, each with its own needs and experiences and way of being. But somewhere within each there is a common denominator that creates an attraction or common bond. Thus the relationship begins, whether it is business, professional or intimate.

When we experience or perceive that our universe is lacking, it is like craving a special food or supplement, we will attract into our life something to fill the need or gap.

If we are to enter into a relationship, in which what is given and what is received is in balance and mutually respected, harmony and the making a good working relationships are the elements present. When the relationship is not in balance and mutual respect is not present, one or more of the parties will begin to and continue to, carry an extra burden. This will be necessary in order for an unbalanced relationship to continue. The burden will show up emotionally with eventual denial of self and potentially a total loss of self-love and self respect. Why, because we feel it is necessary to make this choice of sacrifice for the others chosen path. Do these choices really help the other with their chosen path, or does it, in the end create enablers creating a disability to all parties.

For any relationship to work, the key word is respect.

Add the word mutual and we have the foundation for completeness. We must have outward mutual consent on all level in order to dissipate the unknown.

The unknown or hidden agendas become the forerunners for manipulation. It is almost impossible for anyone to manipulate when clear communication is present. Using the tool of clear communication in any relationship can be threatening to some people.

In many of our experiences we felt compelled to manipulate words or situations in order to gain or be heard or for protection. This again goes back to the elements which we created, experienced, in order to form our personalities. In the case where we are part of an organization, having our own integrity, building relationships with other members, co-worker and customers, we anticipate that the organization places a priority on integrity and goodwill. If it does not and we find ourselves being comprised, a very difficult decision needs to be made. Especially if we have a vested interest in the organization. At some point within each of our paths decisions are made that force us to stay in line with our truth and allow us to declare "we will not be compromised. Our ethics, way of respecting and being is sacred."

This can be a double edge sword, if what we are really protecting is an old way of being and the group is moving to a new level which may facilitate growth. Many people fear growth, and I think most of us feel comfortable in familiar places. As the world continues to change so do we and the places that are comfortable today may not be so tomorrow. Change is inevitable. This holds true for all relationships.

Change: As I wrote under relationship, change is inevitable. Everything changes in time. If we are not the creators of it, someone or something will be. Mother nature is the greatest facilitator of change. The weather continues to change, forcing us to change with it. It is usually in the garments we wear or plans to be inside or out or by the corresponding seasonal changes in our bodies. But changes internally become more difficult because it is not happening outside of ourselves, but within. We cannot run, even through we may try and find shelter. The shelter could be a change in our personality to avoid the feeling or finding a place to hide. We cannot hide from ourselves. Were can we go that our self is not included. We can meditate and stay in the ethereal, but the demands of the physical body will continue to remind us to come back home. So what is change and how do we face it. In my opinion it is the willingness to experience.

Do not fear new experiences but begin to learn how to embrace them as opportunities. Yes, not all experiences will be pleasant or even welcomed. At present there is good and bad in everything. To be more realistic one can make every situation good or bad depending on how we choose to see. Doing our homework prior to entering a new venture will greatly assist the transition. If you want to experience a new addition to your business do research, talk to other and begin the process going as far as possible until it is known to be right or we realize it is not to be. We benefit equally from both sides. When wanting to have a child we can read all the books and talk to parents, doctors etc., but in the end our experiences of birth will become unique to us. Another element is that just because one person failed does not mean failure for the second. Be willing to learn from the experience of others and then face your own. Remember what was shared of the energy called Love. It is forever in stages of growing. Without change there cannot be growth.

Ethereal Realm: This is the place where what occurs is felt by all and yet truly known by a few.

I look at the Etheric as the storage ground for the invisible energy. We read about bringing in the light and use of other Etheric energies. But what is the truth of the Ethereal Realm. To me it is also part of our birthplace and what was once a safe haven for people. But over time it has been used as a dumping ground for powers of spiritual misuse, stored until someone, or the same person in another life comes back to reclaim the power they once had. If not channeled through a heart of integrity the misuse can continue. It goes back to the self.

The Catholic religion and many many other groups have maintained a vigil of prayer, asking for divine light to protect, cleanse and serve. At the same time physic and mental powers try and control the light and other beings for the sole purpose of self gain and false empowerment. False empowerment is when the personality gains and the Soul loses. It is also the area of the Angelic Realm, where the messengers from heaven continue to remind us of who and what we are.

Their messages are to remain pure and simple. LOVE-LOVE-LOVE. They are an extension of our own higher self.

The connection between the physical experience and the divine. All of us are responsible for the cleansing of the Etheric Realm. How?? By becoming responsible for our actions words and make the area of integrity sacred ground. This includes the honoring of Mother Earth, with all of us finally realizing that we are all a part of her.

Our ways of self polluting have been mirrored by the earths environment. As we each continue to work on ourselves, the rest will begin to change accordingly. One cannot profess to be an environmentalist and fill their lungs with pollutants. (smoking).

Our physical bodies are of the earth, and the soul and spirit is birthed from the heavens. The birthplace of the earth is also from the heavens. So where does separation get its birth? When you call upon the Etheric, remember to use your link that lives within the hearts and souls of all of mankind. Communicate properly learning of the use of the energy called LOVE. It should be pure in form and intent. Please do not hesitate to begin the process of using the heart even if you think you're are not pure enough. For God knows of the truth and through effort and intent purity will be achieved.

Life Circumstances: This is the bottom line, what is the actual circumstance within our lives and what are the dynamics surrounding each circumstance.

We can drive ourselves nuts trying to even begin to understand why life is the way it is. For me it is more of acceptance and a willingness to change even when the circumstance does not. A change in mind set automatically changes the circumstance. It can take a situation of punishment to one of reward and honoring of your strength and abilities to adapt and cope and even more important overcome. I truly believe that the powers to be, did in fact create a perfect world and the perfections of circumstances go along with this.

We may not like our circumstance but can we honestly say that we had no part in its creation? Or in fact is it the ultimate in brotherhood that brought us all together in the first place so that we can learn the reality of being a creator.

Destiny-what is it? For me Destiny is the result of our chosen path. The question that remains is when did this path get chosen. It goes way beyond this lifetime to almost the beginning of time each of us willingly became participants in project life. Everything began including us. Us the spirit, us the physical, us a total collection of everything that is within the universe. The difference is that we are in the school that teaches one of creation through the school of the living example of what is. The very moment we agreed to accept life, life began. Everything has unfolded exactly as it is supposed to. Even the part of almost being annihilated over and over again. The ability to experience self destruction is equally important as the ability to heal for one can only lead to the other. So why we ask, do we need to place so much destruction within destiny's path?

The answer is simple, it has to do with being in survival.

Survival-is the very act of surviving or existing moment to moment not living but existing. When we are in survival just like an animal in the wild or even a house pet, the basic elements of survival are given a priority. But in people it goes beyond food, water and sexual dominance, it extends to the mind and thought.

When in survival our mind is conditioned, through lifes circumstances, and a cumulation of past lives, to form our personality and entire belief system. A system that is support by our current physical circumstance and that of the unseen. FEELINGS. Why does one person feel differently than another when they were raised in exactly the same way? The very nature of being in survival dictates that we must become a scavenger in order to be supplied with our needs as to survive. Also, in survival every action and thought becomes based on these needs. As we begin to move toward the heart chakra the needs begin to change and survival changes to embracing. The embracing of life itself. When going into any arrangement with someone who is in survival, it is not possible to have the arrangement be equitable. It becomes a matter of who will play the game better. Until the time comes for us to raise our consciousness around being in survival, we are not even aware of how integrated these needs have become in our day to day life. Add to this that the people around us and our world have all become participants and targets for scavenging.

It's all about being able to find a way to exist moment to moment. This is difficult to do without dominance and increasing possessions. When we dominate the personality of another two dynamics, occur, we acquired another possession and they found someone to blame for their inability to recognize their own self worth. But for them at least someone is putting all of their energy toward them..good or bad it is still attention and recognition. At some point in time the dominated person begins to become more aware of their sense of self and finally declares no more!

Now once this occurs, you finally tell the other person that you are no longer a willing participant in their game of survival. This very act of self recognition gives the situation permission to change. The more you continue to recognize your true self and ability to give as well as receive love the less the likelihood of the dominating circumstance reoccurring. You have broken the pattern that created the situation in the first place. And remember we all are here together. Each person and spirit is just as vital as the next in context of the evolving of the whole plan. When you are ready, ask God and your spiritual side to help you to become aware and state your willingness. That is all you will need to do. Circumstance will do the rest. But I must warn you that once invoked, you will begin the processes of becoming more and more aware of all part of your being and the effects of those parts on yourself and those around you. This includes your environment. You will need to change nothing as a result of this awareness.

In time you will just evolve and with that everything around you will also evolve for you finally gave life permission to begin to work for you as intended.

For me when this time came some of the changes came almost immediate and other evolved over time and are continuing to do so. I found that I had less tolerance towards things in my life that were "dead energy." Like when my son began his whinnying, I found that I had no place to put it. The same with business dealings. When something within the transaction was out of integrity, the whole process became obscure and I was finding myself fighting and trying to cope with an unknown.

The who what why and where of the survival energy, by its very nature will not reveal itself. Only with time and circumstance will all the truth be known. Add to this your INTENT to operate from only a place of truth. That unknown was the actions of others that were in survival. Until everyone is one the same page and willing to be open and up-front all we are doing is reinforcing being players within a game. A game where the person making the rules has all the cards and will not be able to tell us the rules that they are playing by. If they did, they would risk relinquishing their dominant position and not allow them to continue to scavenge. ( Think of the effect this would have to the personality of someone who is in survival.) As we begin to become more aware of being in survival, through our own actions and those around us, we will begin to see why our world is the way that it is and why we have evolved the way we have. Everything that we dislike can be traced to being in survival. Now, in truth this is part of the perfection of Divinities Plan. In order to learn about absolute power, we must be able to experience all parts of power and the ramifications of each part. It is all part of the whole process of achieving perfection. When you do an action that you know is wrong and justify it as "your part of achieving perfection" then you are in essence trying to play God. Awareness is the key to change.

Spiritual Awakening -the unseen yet always felt. Spirit to me has been my library of time and my connection with that part of me that has been elusive yet always present. It has always had me being aware of the presence of two realities.

I can remember when I was around eight or nine, I was walking home from school looked up to the sky and knew there was much more to life than I was seeing. It took more than 30 years later to realize what I was really sensing. There was not a magic pill that I had taken or a secretive course on spirituality, it was life and my time had come to awaken. I had no idea that I was even in survival and had not awakened fully. It got to the point where I felt like a Karmic Wasteland for not knowing. When in fact I was being blessed with the laws of Divinity. The very elements of perfection at work. This is true for all of us. Had I been fully awakened. I would have denied myself the circumstances needed to make me a better me. You cannot force the time elements set by nature and God. The very laws of Divinity is the state of perfection in action. It all started in the very beginning of the creation of life. When we do try and force time, somewhere, somehow, someway it will spring back and we will be served a reminder of who is really in control.

Awareness is what we all are working towards. To be aware of what we are aware of and then to be able to accept what we are aware of and allow the details to follow later.

Steps of Learning is what we have experienced from the second we were conceived. From the time we were a child we would explore our surroundings, first by feeling, then hearing, sight and touch. Just like watching a child at a park running around trying to experience as much as they can and in the process learning what brings joy and what does not. Going to the junglegym and start to climb one level at time.

Each year that we go back to the park we get an extreme sense of accomplishment as we find ourselves able to climb higher and higher. The same with the swings or going to the deeper end of the pool. The higher we climb or deeper we go within our surrounding the more of the world we get to see and experience.

As we get older, we find that the world becomes bigger and bigger until at some point some of us become overwhelmed and lose sight of what is real and what is not. Things around us continue to present themselves as guideposts, like health issues, emotional unrest, questions that never seem to be answered, relationships that can only go so far, and just feeling as if we are strangers within our self and the world around.

In order to find a way to exist or integrate we seek stop gap measures to help us move through these feelings. We find ourselves being open to the influences that surround us and we choose the ones that gives us what we feel we need the most, for that moment in time.

Before long we can find ourselves living with obsessions, becoming immersed within different religious groups and spiritual teachings, and sometimes finding comfort in drugs and alcohol. All of these and more being used as outlets to bring us home by the experiences that the situations provided. At some point in time, we realize that it is taking a tremendous amount of effort and energy to continue to support these experiences. The moment we see that this experience is no longer valid for our growth, and we also declare our willingness to have it change, everything comes to an immediate halt and the circumstances surrounding us begin to change.

But do not declare this unless you are truly willing to face the changes that will be forthcoming. There will not be a map or letter of understanding clearing showing you what the end result may or may not be. This is where trust comes in. You have to let go and trust God, the Universe and the Process. At the same time you will start to have conscious responsibility for your own actions and responses. Above all else is the scarey part. Not knowing and being awakened and aware, the true and ultimate step of finding the self.

Our Universe in its basic nature, elements exist and do exactly what they are suppose to do without the benefit of thought. The elements of the universe do their perfect work as they were created to do so. The universe will always be in a constant state of growth and forever expanding. At different times of this growth some parts take a lead position and become key elements of a new universal creation. As this new creation evolves the role of these elements will change.

So what we may see today as a dead asteroid may at one time been a key part of forming a new planet. And now it just gets to be. Every element of the universe has without question a purpose and without it there cannot be a whole.

The Earth is continuing to be our birthright. It is here as our teacher, mentor, benefactor and provider of the key elements of our physical life. Everything we could ever need has already been provided. Whether we choose to see or not it is still here. Our Earth does not wake up each morning and says "what a great day for a stroll around the sun, moon would you like to join me?". No our Earth just continued to be and evolved as it is mean to. What changes is not the pathway of the earth but the variables that we have chosen to bring to her. It is part of our lesson on creation and learning how to be at one with nature and natural occurrences. When we add pollutants to the air, the subsequent shift in the weather pattern is a natural occurrence based on the variable we have added. Nature is automatic. It is perfect and reacts immediately to the elements that it interacts with. Positive or negative the reaction is automatic and immediate. The elements brought together begin their process of interaction. The Earth itself was created with a perfect sense of balance and inner knowing that it will always be in a constant state of change. When we create and the basic elements of nature are not realized but utilized and changed to fit our needs, the delicate balance of nature is immediately broken. An example is when we use trees that are for medicinal purposes to make exotic furniture, the balance is broken and an essential part of what is provided, by Nature for our well-being, become eliminated. By making furniture instead of medicine we changed the course of nature by preventing it from doing its perfect work. Another example would be the destruction of plants, native animal life and native cultures as we attempted to prove who is the master and set the standard to what is to be considered civilized. In truth, Nature in its natural habitats is the most balance and civilized form of life man will ever know. When you take a totally civilized and balance culture, as nature is, and try and improve upon it, you have created a natural disaster. The second we do any action to reverse any imbalance nature begins the process to heal. It is immediate, we may not physically see the results but think of it as eliminating one or more elements that created a situation. The situation cannot continue as it was prior to the removal or adding of those elements.

Technology by its very nature is to provide us with the tools in order to realize the power of creation. Everything that we have invented or created or built or design has come from the Earth. If it is synthetic is still has to be produced for elements that originally came from the Earth. In our efforts to become civilized and provide for ourselves better, we have strived, actually gone out of our way to change the basic elements of the earth. This has been done to the point where we no longer know how to reverse the elements back to their natural state. IE nuclear and toxic waste. The same holds true for some viruses. We created them with thought and only determination to prove dominance of the basic elements. A good example would be the engine. Instead of accepting the basic laws of nature and working within those laws which include the law of perfect balance, we adapted them and forced the production of energy. The end result was an incredible consumption of a natural resource, oil, and creating an imbalance within natures process of creating and maintaining clean air.

It is a law that you cannot patent any device that utilizes perceptual motion. So by law inventors are asked to only invent showing that energy is being consumed equal to the output or in most cases less then. How has this affected our desires to work along with nature? When we try and force natural occurrences, as oppose to understand and work in harmony with them, we always need to compensate in some way. In generating electricity we went to thermal nuclear energy. In theory it would have created an unlimited source of power. In reality problems have surfaced in trying to contain the power and in the end parts of the process have a limited life span. But the elements we created, we were unable to bring back to their basic form and now have produced a byproduct that threatens our very existence. This is what we are being shown when we try and force Nature.

The Self -what is the self is the most asked question. Who am I? As you have read each word in Divinity, the Choice of God, you have been given some of the key elements in helping you to answer that question. Yes this even includes the Universe, the Earth and Technology. We are a part of the whole. As creators we have been given one additional element, free will and the experience of becoming free willed. The world as we know it is well into a major period of transition that will change the very fabric of life as we know it to be. The very element of spirit will no longer be able to be ignored or controlled. Before each of us, will soon be a major opportunity of incomprehensible magnitude. Each person, and this has already begun, will be awakened and to them will be presented their Soul and the truth of nature and her sacrifices made to help us learn the rules of creation. Nature includes our physical body. All of the elements needed to facilitate this process are well in place. Spirit and nature will be working together. Our body and soul.

We are in transition. Money will no longer be able to be used as a way of defining who we are. Circumstance will force each of us to look inside for the answers we have long sought. You will be conscious of your every action. Joy will only come from self recognition and our applying the laws of nature, the desire for balance and seeing everything come together and work flawlessly. Flawlessly mean that even when what we had anticipated to be the right outcome did not occur the actual chain of events will have their own state of perfection.

Serving Spirit is a goal of so many of us including me. I remember wanting to serve the mission of my teacher and how I felt doing so. It providing me with a feeling of purpose. Now as I continue to unfold, I am discovering that my inner voice, the one that has been with me throughout my entire process is my link to spirit. I have my own mission in life that is now being recognized by me. The past experience was very much a part of my mission. It was my time of training through experience. There is no question in my mind that I had to relive certain parts of my past as to be able to know why. Even with all of the mental anguish and processing that my mind went through there was still the voice as if in a room all by itself waiting to be acknowledged. I do not always know the truth or the hidden agenda of another. Or for that matter the winning lottery numbers. That is not the purpose of my inner voice. It is my connection to the spiritual side of life. Which is funny if we take time to think about it. We are surrounded by Spirit but process most of our sights, sounds and data with mental calculations and perception. As a friend told me, it is the difference between black and white which are two very distinct colors and grey which is not distinct. Spiritual is in what we call the grey area and continues to be redefined as we continue to better understand its purpose and our individual and group rolls.

Partnerships with Each- As time goes on it is becoming more and more clear that we are not to be walking alone during our journey. We all are a part of a global partnership that originally had each of us working as if alone and in the survival part of our evolutionary process. As time went on our processes encompassed more and more people. We ourselves continued to be re-incarnated wearing a different hat each time. Once as a slave then as a master. The purpose being that we get to truly experience what we had created including all of the elements of the creation. Each of us has something, learned from our journeys, that we have to give to each other. The key is to be able to give without allowing our personalities to want to control or own the process. We need to experience just being and be able to have trust and faith within that. Being able to communicate with each other truthfully, to me is the greatest gift of all. Relationships developed between two people take effort and there needs to be a reason for the relationship. When I have connected with a person spiritually it is a total different way of being with each other than it would be from personality to personality.

Remembering-Recently an friend of mine and I got to share and created sacred space in the process. As we sat together I began to feel something deep within me coming to the surface. My eyes began to tear as I closed them to see and feel what was within me. It is very important to me to now be able to see my past and the messages behind the experiences. I saw that I was in my mothers womb beginning to surface into the world. I could feel the light of the room coming to my eyes as I was brought out into a cold room being spanked and welcomed into the world. I felt the sadness of my own birth. I was brought into a world without love. As I was not breast fed I was unable to feel the nurturing that I remembered receiving from God. I was born disconnected and realized how starved I was to be nurtured. In all fairness my mother also was starved deep within. This is why I have felt alone within my own world. I felt the greater presence but had no idea how to get there. We developed our world so wonderfully that we lost our true connection to God. We cultivated our civilization and refined our society so much that we created our own separation. Our connections to God had no place anymore. Except through controlled processes. I realized that we rarely ever touched the earth. We touch carpet, leather, wood floors, plastic, cement and planted hybrid grass. But how often do we get to really be able to touch the earth. We have taken natural herbs provided to us by nature and proceeded to perfect until they reached the ultimate status of synthetic. People who have worked with nature and her healing elements have been labeled as invalid because the FDA cannot verify that humans by nature are a part of the plant and animal kingdom. We are beyond that because we are human. How can we be a part of the very thing we now claim to own and control. In summary we have created our own separation from God and Nature. This was not Gods doing we get to take full credit. But it brings to light the perfection of Gods system and the depths of Gods love to allow his children to learn the values of creation and the importance of free-will and the process of finding the truth.

Common Bonds to Nature- Recently I was provided the opportunity to become involved with a local natural resource called The Laguna de Santa Rosa. It was about our local city council majority voting to put funds towards active parks as opposed to passive. (Nature trails-preservation etc.) The event was very successful with over 200 people visiting and participating. I realized that we cannot put the fate of nature and our natural habitat to the end result of one vote. If we do then we have failed in our ability to recognize who we really are and what we are all a part of. Think about everything within our lives that is physical. Everything..Leave nothing out from your television to your comb. Name one thing that is not of nature. It may have been dramatically altered from its original component but nothing can exist today if it were not of nature. We were given a perfect world with more resources than anyone could ever ask for. We were provided with free will to do what we choose to do with the earth. It was ours to be born of and to be here to provide nourishment and a place where we got to be raised. It is truly our mother who has provided beyond anything we could ever imagine. Now my friends here we are acting as if we are orphans and have no parents.

Feelings of Home Over the last 10 years I would meet people who I felt a strong heart connection with and enjoyed the feelings that I was able to sense. Each time there seemed to be a catch or hoops that needed to be jumped through in order to continue the relationship and feelings. Each one bringing to me a greater awareness of different parts of who I am. During the last three years after my awakening the connections began to move towards a deeper level of understanding and I was able experience that the energy when shared, was able to facilitate movement within the parties lives. When either party became needy the energy went dormant and become self serving. When allowed to flow without attachment but with recognition and honoring the world flowed with it. The energy was then put to use in the world around us. Everyone gets to feel it and even though they may not be aware of the source it can change ones life. But try to own or control the love and contain it for selfish purposes that are only self serving then we defy the laws of nature and the appropriate lessons will follow... It is the energy of love. It is the energy of love that is felt in the physical and spiritual realms. When feeling the energy of love build watch the effect it has in creativity and ability to share the feelings in our work and by doing so watch others benefit greatly from it. They do not need to know what the energy is as much as realize how it feels to create and feel the energy of creation at work. Everything changes. Through out my life I have been seeking to connect with others. Not being able to, I did what I could to be acknowledge and communicate with people but not really ever connecting. Now is the time for connecting for all of us. The feelings that come with connecting do not fit nor could the feeling or sensations be defined.. This is the feelings and sensations that I have sought for so long. It reminded me of home. My spiritual home. The ability to love and be loved and seeing the magnificence of love in action. The living beyond the issues of the personalities but complimented by the individualistic approaches to life. I am now getting to experience the truth of life. Yes I still have the complications of the physical world but with the insight of what is to come. We all need to find the way home and the people that are to share in the journey. In truth I do feel that the path is set for each.......

Empowerment of Each Other is probably one of the single most important acts we can do for each other. Self empowerment can be a double edge sword. If we choose to empower our pride and ego side of the personality it can only maintain itself through the power of others not through the empowerment of each other. There needs to be a constant exchange other than "what a good person you are" or "How can you do this to me". So what is it that we are choosing to empower, us or the process we are all partaking in. It is scary for me to think about what would happen if this person truly becomes self empowered. What if they too can reach their God self and access the availability of the universal understanding of life. What would occur is that my role of the care taker gets to end and we both can bath in the feelings of freedom. In the process I need to remember that it is a process and it is not for me to deny them or myself the right to that process. So it is time to make the ultimate sacrifice, the sacrifice of the self...not the self that is a part of who we are the self that was just like the plant in the Little Shop of Horror....FEED ME SEYMOUR. Allow your appetite to be for life and the empowerment of the power of truth. The I and ego of the personality will stop at nothing to be fed. The body count will only continue to grow and exceed that of any video game I can think of. The hunger pains and hunt for emotional food will show up somehow and can be so sneaky. It may be in the form of poor me or the tyrant or be withdrawn so that others are forced to reach in. Which ever it is it seeks the energy of others with only a glimmer of opportunity of being able to return it or better yet allow it grow and circulate. Instead it feeds our little self with its insatiable appetite.

Giving and Receiving I was experiencing different relationships in my life from personal to business and what is very clear is that when the exchange of energy is not on equal terms things just do not work. The offset is the surfacing of having to put energy into the offsetting emotion. It is like we all have energy to give and that energy has to be channeled somewhere or else we become a dormant soul. Just sitting and watching. So where does the energy go that we were provided with..Does it go into the body and works to keep us stagnant?

This book and the others to follow are dedicated to all of us. We need to honor each others path and to respect the challenges of each.

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Divinity, The Choice of God Publishing Company 1995

Subjects Healing: Healing and Spiritual Crisis Healing Lecture Handbook on Transpersonal Hypnotherapy The First Key, Forgiveness The Healing Path: Illness As An Inward Journey Divinity, The Choice of God Part 4: Basic Energy Work Energy Work: Ways, Techniques and Methods Art and Science of Conscious Love Choice - The Lessons Of Life The Truth of Love is Within Developing Trust Collection of Invocations and Affirmations Ego equal Landfills? Emotional Clearing Healing Schools & Techniques Kundalini Pranayama Instruction Psychic Self-Defense: Tower Of Light Seeing Aura Gemstones and Vibrational Healing Astral Entities and Personified Energies

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